 “Pray for a Miracle” Last week, Fred and I picked up Alfred, a Jersey bull calf, a week old, and otherwise destined for the Texas rodeos. He was full of energy, curious and healthy. I got him nested in the converted dog kennel that Fred divided up into two parts. One part was free from drafts and inclement weather and the other had access to the fresh air. Sweet lodgings for a little guy like Alfred. Fred and I got rubber mats to cover the cement floor and I piled the wood shavings. I wanted Alfred to feel comfy cozy. The first morning Alfred guzzled his milk replacer and was chipper, but by evening he wasn’t interested in any milk. Alfred declined rapidly from the spunky little boy we brought home to a mopey, scouring, hot mess. I tried a few tricks I recalled from my days of working on a farm but this little guy wasn’t cooperating. As I sat with him trying to encourage him to drink electrolytes, the past kept me company. Memories of when a calf died of scours, the times I tried to tube feed a calf so it wouldn’t dehydrate but died anyways, and the times when sickness took a toll on the population and I had felt helpless. I knew that the stories running in my head of the past was putting leverage on the present situation and that if I continued playing the record of failure, I would be holding that energy with Alfred. I needed to shift the energy from a place of fear to one of love. As I looked into the big brown eyes of Alfred, I decided to support him with a different energy. I prayed for help to shift my perspective and open my heart. I prayed for a miracle. Miracles are all around. The fact that I’m here, me, is a miracle. I think of all the people in my heritage that had to survive enough to conceive before dying to produce this body, personality and character of Karen, me, is a miracle. There are so many miracles happening in a day I can’t keep up with them. Like the fact that my body breathes on its own, without being reminded, and my heart beats and I’ve got like trillions of cells in my body all doing their thing, just for me, that’s amazing! Praying for a miracle for a brown-eyed Jersey calf is not a waste of miracles. There is no limit, nothing too big or too small or too much for the Creator. When I pray for a miracle, I’m not asking for control of an outcome. I don’t direct God or plead for what I think is best. Instead, I surrender. I open up my heart like a flower, letting go of the fear around losing Alfred and ask to see the situation differently, from a place of love. I’m asking for a shift of perspective, to see the beauty in the painful experience. As I caressed Alfred I prayed. “Oh Great Spirit, creator of all, I ask for a miracle here. Help me not go down the road of fear. Help me let go of the events of the past so I may be present in this moment with Alfred. Illuminate the possibilities of healing. Guide my actions. Help me see the blessings in this experience. I trust that all will be well.” I felt Spirits presence with me and it’s not because I prayed that spirit showed up, but in praying, I focused my energy on the Divine and opened myself up to feel the energy. Love is everywhere, but in my fear for Alfred, I had closed myself off. Prayer is the instrument that opens us up. So, last week, I prayed for a miracle for Alfred. I got curious about how this experience was going to enfold. I’d find myself in the place of fear periodically and I’d surrender and pray again. Alfred didn’t just get better on his own. I had asked for a miracle which is a change in perspective. With the heaviness from the stories alleviated, I had clarity on the next step and trusted. I connected with two lovely vets, both compassionate and supportive. Alfred got great care with a two-night stay at the vet and then he got pneumonia after coming home. The opportunity arose that I got to know the vet, Melissa, better. She came to see Alfred at the house and we discovered we lived near-by. She’s a down-to-earth, kind person, a farmer’s wife and mother of two. Her energy was grounding, kind, supportive. She got me set up with daily shots and pills and then she continued supporting Alfred through text messaging. Alfred improved daily. Then, I woke up with Alfred’s scour symptoms. Melissa supported me through navigating care for myself. Alfred is much better. He pranced around the yard this morning with the goat, Molly. Is that a miracle? For the last several days, I got to experience my husband and my dear friends, Debra and Nancy supporting Alfred and me in our illness. Is that a miracle? I met a vet that I adore and admire. Is that perhaps part of the miracle? I got several days being physically unproductive finding a measure of empathy for others dealing with intestinal issues and I’m sure there is more miracles, big and small, happening that I haven’t discovered yet, but I keep looking for them because it’s fun! At Crow Moon Healing, we pray for miracles! ************************************************ Up coming events at Crow Moon Healing Bed and Breakfast Healing the Red Thread: An Ancestral Healing Workshop The weekend of June 22-23, 2019 Crow Moon Healing • 6472 Breunig Road, rural Mazomanie, WI The genetics passed down to us from our ancestors determine the color of our eyes and hair. We receive much more than just physical traits from our ancestors, though. We also receive their wounds and unfinished business. The circle will focus on gently shifting the heavy burden of inherited ancestral energy and bringing healing to the family line. The ability to journey and receive intuitive guidance during guided meditations is helpful. In this experiential weekend workshop, you will: • meet your family totem and ancestor allies to connect with their guidance and wisdom for healing • reclaim gifts from the ancestral lineage • clear family patterns and agreements that no longer serve you • call back ancestral soul essence and power lost to wounds in the family line To register or for more information, please contact Debra Morrill at 608-279-4319 or debramorrill@charter.net.
0 Comments
 “Why Forgive?” I pulled up to the house with my grandson to find a prancing goat communicating a “TADAH!” message. I closed my eyes and took a moment to breath. While I was gone to pick up my grandson, his birthday gift was delivered by the Fed-ex man and put on the porch. Molly Marie, the ambitious goat, took the package, broke it open, then opened the puzzle box, took the puzzle pieces and sprinkled them from their plastic bag in a small area in front of the garage. The floor sized puzzle of the solar system, Finn’s latest obsession, looked like it came from the free box at a garage sale, as some of the pieces were wet, others mauled and some had missing chunks. Well happy birthday. It’s frustrating sometimes with Molly, but I had an opportunity to practice forgiveness. We’ve all been hurt, by family, friends, children, spouses and perhaps by furry friends, like Molly. Some of the hurts feel like pin pricks to the heart and other’s like knives to the back. Some hurts feel like sucker punches to the stomach and some like shackles around the ankles. Holding onto the hurt in defense doesn’t work. Sadness, anger, and resentment builds and becomes a heavy burden that we carry with us wherever we go. Holding onto pain ends up blocking us from love. We’ve also hurt others, family, friends, children, spouses and perhaps some furry friends. We hurt with words, actions, absences and miscommunications. The pain we cause can also block us from love as we hold onto the guilt or shame of what we’ve done or said. This too, is a heavy energy to carry and also blocks us from love. Without forgiveness, the energetic heaviness of pain and suffering become our constant companions. Our perspectives on life becomes negative. Holding resentment or shame snowballs and we can really go down a dark and lonely road, not able to be fully present with anyone, especially ourselves. The emotional pain that is carried can be expressed through physical pain and illness. Why do this to ourselves when we can forgive? I’m getting better at recognizing the patterns of behavior that hurt triggers within me. The negative talk in my head, blaming or shaming internally of others or myself, the attempts at isolating myself from people or the “keeping busy” to avoid connection. Eventually, I’m guided to notice my behavior, my internal dialogue and this stuck, yuck energy. I don’t like the feeling or the compounded effects, like strained relationships in other areas of my life or repeated negative experiences. In order to get relief from the agony and pain I begin to consider forgiving. I say “consider” because frankly forgiving someone, especially myself, takes a bit of time and practice. But I know that taking the time to sit with and consider forgiving myself and others will slowly lead to lifting my energetic, emotional and physical being and return me to a state of balance and wellbeing. A state of love. I get closer to forgiveness by praying. First, I pray for help! Short and to the point. “HELP!” I then, eventually, pray to see the situation differently, asking to see the beauty in the pain or the lesson. I also put myself or the other person in the light, seeing that we all are doing the best we can. AND sometimes I just surrender saying, “I forgive you ___________ and I release you to Great Spirit.” This is a practice for me so I repeat and repeat these exercises, sometimes several times daily, noticing the shift from energetic bondage of pain to peace. Why Forgive? I forgive because I want to see the light within myself and other’s. I forgive because the energy of love attracts more love while the energy of resentment and pain leads to more of the same. I forgive to be spiritually, emotionally and physically healthy and connected to the love that is all around. I forgive to free myself from pain. I forgive for my own wellbeing. I do it for me! I forgave Molly, as she was just doing what goats do. I tenderly picked up the puzzle pieces, allowed them to dry and wiped each one. Finn received an early birthday present and we had fun figuring out if we would have all the pieces. We did. All the pieces fit together with a couple of artistic Molly holes and bends. Here at Crow Moon Healing we make a practice of forgiving. ************************************************ Up coming events at Crow Moon Healing Bed and Breakfast Healing the Red Thread: An Ancestral Healing Workshop The weekend of June 22-23, 2019 Crow Moon Healing • 6472 Breunig Road, rural Mazomanie, WI The genetics passed down to us from our ancestors determine the color of our eyes and hair. We receive much more than just physical traits from our ancestors, though. We also receive their wounds and unfinished business. The circle will focus on gently shifting the heavy burden of inherited ancestral energy and bringing healing to the family line. The ability to journey and receive intuitive guidance during guided meditations is helpful. In this experiential weekend workshop, you will: • meet your family totem and ancestor allies to connect with their guidance and wisdom for healing • reclaim gifts from the ancestral lineage • clear family patterns and agreements that no longer serve you • call back ancestral soul essence and power lost to wounds in the family line To register or for more information, please contact Debra Morrill at 608-279-4319 or debramorrill@charter.net.  “Love Yourself”
I woke up the other day to a voice within me saying, “I love you.” It was a rather strange and curious experience. The night before, I had been debating whether or not I should go to the gym to work out. I had plenty of excuses not to go, like the frigid weather but I needed to do cardio to support my health. Doing a workout helps to regulate my blood sugar and I had been praying for support with managing my diabetes. I hadn’t come to any decision about going to the gym before falling asleep, so when I heard this beautiful voice in my head that morning, I wondered, at first, if I was trying to manipulate myself into doing the “right thing”. I decided to explore. I laid in bed, opening myself to the energy. “I love you,” I heard again. “I love you whether or not you go to the gym.” It was not so much the words that I heard within that got my attention, but the energy I felt that came with the words. It was unconditional love, and acceptance. Whether or not I went to the gym to work out did not change my self-worth, I was loved by this energy regardless. I recognized that the tape I normally play in my head, the guilt, shame and judgement about what I should or shouldn’t do, was gone. It was weird! It was wonderful! It was freeing! Something was shifting within that allowed me to feel love for myself without the veil of judgement. I did workout that day, but it wasn’t because I felt obligated to do the right thing, it was because I wanted to, it felt good. I felt amazingly happy with working out! As I reflect on what transpired that morning, I smile. I’ve been actively showing up for my own healing for 7 years and the changes within have brought me to the moment of loving myself unconditionally. At Crow Moon Healing, we understand that the journey to loving oneself is the most important journey of a person’s life. We support this journey through being present with people in a space that is energetically supportive, offering shamanic spiritual healings, and shamanic classes lead by Debra Morrill. Upcoming Events at Crow Moon Healing...... Spiritual Readings from departed Loved Ones February 9th Madison Medium and Associates Appointments made through Crow Moon Healing Facebook Page. Look for the event posting. Healing the Red Thread: An Ancestral Healing Workshop The weekend of June 22-23, 2019 Crow Moon Healing • 6472 Breunig Road, rural Mazomanie, WI The genetics passed down to us from our ancestors determine the color of our eyes and hair. We receive much more than just physical traits from our ancestors, though. We also receive their wounds and unfinished business. The circle will focus on gently shifting the heavy burden of inherited ancestral energy and bringing healing to the family line. The ability to journey and receive intuitive guidance during guided meditations is helpful. In this experiential weekend workshop, you will: • meet your family totem and ancestor allies to connect with their guidance and wisdom for healing • reclaim gifts from the ancestral lineage • clear family patterns and agreements that no longer serve you • call back ancestral soul essence and power lost to wounds in the family line To register or for more information, please contact Debra Morrill at 608-279-4319 or debramorrill@charter.net.  "From a Place of Love" The bunny Booka Boo didn’t appreciate my attempts at coaxing him back to the garage. At first, the rabbit would run up to me when he was roaming but as he got more adventurous, I started getting fearful for him. Molly supported me. She’d chase the bunny leaping and bounding towards the rabbit making Booka frightened. He'd scamper away. I used a broom to assist the bunny to go in direction of the garage door or corner him and pick him up, which worked in the moment but Booka became less trusting of me. Booka proved over and over that he knew how to get back into his safe place in the garage without help, slipping through William’s bedroom door. This little bunny wasn’t afraid to hop his way around and over a 180-pound pig to enter and exit the garage. But because I had chased Booka, he didn’t trust me and if I showed up the bunny would leave the area, even his safe place in the garage, like I was a predator. From a distance, I could observe Booka exploring the area with Greg, the cat, the chicken sisters and even nosing up to Molly, but if I showed up Booka would become wary and nervous. My intentions with Booka was to allow him to explore but keep him safe. BUT my actions with him were driven by fear, rather than love. I meant well but allowing fear to drive my actions backfired. An opportunity for growth had shown itself. I became aware of a repeated pattern of behavior in my life. I’ve parented in the same manor. Not wanting my children to be unsafe, I parented from the place of fear and at times it backfired. My adult children are forgiving. We’ve talked through mom’s unsuccessful, fearful, parenting techniques and although they appreciate my intentions behind the behavior, it wasn’t helpful or supportive for them. I decided to open myself up to the energy of love, rather than fear with Booka. As the days passed I trusted what Booka was showing me. Booka would explore when it felt right to him, but when it rained or snowed, he stayed in his safe place. I discovered that Booka was forgiving. I could eventually open the top of his house and feed him without him bolting. As I met him outside adventuring I would be calm and still and he wouldn’t hop off. Perhaps, there is something to this shifting of energy. Let 2019 be the year where it is natural to act towards ourselves and others from a place of “Love” rather than from a place of “Fear”. Upcoming Events at Crow Moon Healing.... 1) TWO-DAY BASIC SHAMANISM WORKSHOP - JANUARY 5-6, 2019 This class is a great way to develop intuitive skills and learn to journey and receive information directly from Spirit! Connecting with Divine Spirit through Shamanism A two-day basic shamanism workshop Saturday, January 5, 2019 • 9 am - 9 pm Sunday, January 6, 2019 • 9 am - 4 pm Crow Moon Healing • 6472 Breunig Road, rural Mazomanie, WI From the beginning of time, indigenous cultures on every continent shared a shamanic spiritual view. Our forebears lived close to the earth, deeply in tune with her cycles and seasons, the elements and nature. In this connection, they found their spirituality. They believed that every living being had a spirit - not just people, but also animals, trees, stones and plants. They commonly traveled into the spirit realm to communicate and interact with power animals, spirit guides and nature spirits. Through exploring the basics of shamanism, we can rekindle our connection to the divine and develop our ability to communicate directly with Spirit to receive guidance on our spiritual path. This is a foundational class for future shamanic workshops. In this two-day experiential workshop, we will: • gain comfort with accessing divine wisdom through the shamanic journey and explore the shamanic realms by journeying to the Lower and Upper Worlds • meet a power animal and a spirit teacher to serve as guides in the spirit world • practice a method of divination with natural objects and connect with nature spirits • participate in a fire ceremony to release and transform energy • experiment with the shamanic sounds of drumming and rattling Fee: $330 with early registration by December 27 -OR- $375 after December 27 Meals included in the workshop fee: snacks, lunch on Saturday, breakfast on Sunday and lunch on Sunday. Dinner on Saturday evening is potluck style before the evening fire ceremony. Basic lodging is available on-site for Saturday evening at no extra charge. There are a variety of beds, air mattresses and sofas available. Or bring a tent and camp. To register or for more information, please contact Debra Morrill at 608-279-4319 or debramorrill@charter.net. + + + + + + + + + + + NEXT 2.5 YEAR SHAMANIC MEDICINE WHEEL/TRAINING PROGRAM BEGINS FEBRUARY 2019 The Shamanic Path: a 2.5-year shamanic medicine wheel and training program based on core shamanic healing techniques led by Debra Morrill Begins February 1-3, 2019, and meets one weekend every three months Begins Friday evening at 7 pm and runs through Sunday afternoon at 4 pm Crow Moon Healing • a spiritual B&B located in rural Sauk City, WI "The Shamanic Path" is a 2.5-year medicine wheel program combining personal healing work and training in core shamanic healing techniques. It brings about lasting growth and personal transformation. It is designed for: * those who want to use shamanic techniques for their personal healing journey -OR- * those who are drawn to shamanism to deepen their connection with Spirit -OR- * those who wish to begin a shamanic healing practice (formal or informal) or to fold shamanic healing techniques into an existing alternative health practice (such as massage or reiki) Walking the medicine wheel is a way of shedding old patterns and beliefs that no longer serve us. When the unhealed wounds of the past are brought out into the light for healing, deep transformation results. In doing this work, we embody more of our True Self. Shamans are often referred to as "wounded healers." In combining a training program along with personal healing work, we make medicine out of our past. Healing ourselves restores harmony to our being, allows us to practice the work with integrity and compassion, and prepares us for being of service to others. "The Shamanic Path" training program meets 10 weekends over 2.5 years - one weekend every three months. It begins February 1-3, 2019, and takes place at Crow Moon Healing Bed & Breakfast in rural Sauk City, WI. The base price of each weekend is $440 (which includes lodging and breakfast). Each weekend begins Friday evening with opening circle at 7 pm and runs through Sunday afternoon with closing circle at 4 pm. This training program is appropriate for intermediate experience levels. Some pre-requisites are required, such as the ability to receive information during shamanic journeys and prior attendance at a two-day basic shamanism workshop. There is a practicum option available for participants who wish to go into shamanic practice working directly with clients. For more information about "The Shamanic Path" medicine wheel/training program beginning in February 2019, please request a brochure by replying to this email with your physical mailing address. The registration process includes filling out an application and having a 30-minute phone interview. If you are interested in participating in the “The Shamanic Path” 2.5-year program, please let me know of your interest. To register or for more information, please contact Debra Morrill at 608-279-4319 or debramorrill@charter.net. + + + + + + + + + + “Accept Other’s for Who They Are”
I have a tendency to want situations to go in a certain direction. I admit, I like to control outcomes. Allowing things to be what they are and not pushing, coercing, or manipulating my agenda is a new practice for me. I’ve had lots of opportunities to accept people and situations for what they are, but I’m a slow learner. William has supported my education in this area... William turned around, ignoring my calls. It was too dam cold for a walk he grunted. I hoped he’d change his mind. I continued a slow meander along the wood trail with a bouncy goat climbing the fallen trees like an Olympic gymnast. I called periodically trying to coax the pig, “Come on, Come on, Come on.” Greg, the cat and the chicken sister's started to follow at first, but all abandoned the idea. It was cold and windy. It was just Molly Marie and me today. The goat was ready to do something, anything really, as she becomes bored with William’s long periods of hibernation in cold weather. The farther we walked away from the garage and William though, the less enthusiastic Molly became. Her comfort is in being a herd and although Molly sees me as the lead goat, William is also an important member. Like a deer, alert, listening for danger, Molly paused, raised her head and scoped out the area craning her neck towards the path behind us. She was apprehensive without the pig. Her alliance was torn. I thought about returning back to the garage and directing William to come for the walk. That’s what you do with dogs anyways. You have them come when you say, “Come”. But my relationship with the pig has developed differently. William is an intelligent, sensitive animal. He taught me that forcing your will on another being causes distrust and trauma. In order to get William’s trust and cooperation, he needs to willingly participate in activities. I learned this when William was two months old. I had attempted to put a harness on the piggy and lead him with a leash. My agenda was to leash train William, like the pigs on the internet and then have him visit my mother in the nursing home. This, in my mind, would make my mother happy. With as much patience as I could muster, I cleverly got the harness on the pig a few times, using lots of treats. Even with treats William was very hesitant with the idea. I got the harness on and off a couple times a day for several days, then I went to adding the leash. I got away with walking him a bit with a leash when traversing the driveway until the day William wanted to go a different direction and he was halted with a tug. That‘s the day I found that pigs can jump straight up and their screams can make your ears want to bleed. He fought and screamed for only seconds, wiggling himself out of the harness and rushing away from me quickly. He was traumatized! It took days for him to recover any small amount of trust in me. If William could of spoke then, he would of asked, “Why? Why would you tie me up? Isn’t it enough that I come when I’m called and walk with you and Walter? Now you want to tie me up and drag me?” I was crushed! I was horrified at what I had done to William, my piggy. I was back to square one as far as trust with him went. Then, when I thought of my intention with the pig, I became disappointed that my pig would not be prancing into the nursing home on a leash, making my mother and her resident friends smile. It became obvious to me that when I got William, I had put expectations on him. I had thought I’d make him into one of those cutsey facebook pigs that were all cool with acting like dogs. He’d be a show piggy at the nursing home! But that’s not the pig I got. I had a smart and friendly pig that had autonomy the size of a Great Dane. William knew who he was and didn’t like to be pushed into doing anything cutsey. Once he got over the trauma and was ready to listen, I apologized to my piggy several times for my behavior. As goofy as it sounds I sat next to William, feeding him his favorite treats, Charlie Bears , explaining what had caused me to do what I had done. I shared my grand plan of him visiting the nursing home. In hind sight, since I was going to end up talking with a pig anyways, I probably should have talked to him about it before I scared him half to death. Perhaps the whole thing would of went differently. Yep, communication is important! I remember his response clearly. “Karen, I’m no show pony, “he said. “Bring your mother here to meet me and I’ll be a good piggy. But don’t treat me like that ever again!” It was then that I accepted William for who he was and released my projection of what having a pig, like William, would look like. I learned that William was an individual, and he had preferences. When I embraced the truth William shared and decided I’d rather have a pig who feels safe, loved and respected then a show pony, no disrespect to the show pony piggies on facebook, our relationship has become deeper. I allow William to choose what he wants to do with most things, except no going to visit the neighbor’s horses or the other neighbor’s garden. He’s pretty good about it, only pushing those limits about once or twice a year. Each time I go for a walk, I invite William to come along, calling his name and then announcing what I’m doing, then allow, if he chooses to follow along, it’s wonderful! I feel blessed. If he chooses not to, I sit with accepting his choice. So, for this day, William had said, “No” to the walk. Molly and I took the side trail back around to the apple tree on the west side of the house cutting the walk short. I called out to William letting him know we we’re returning. Molly rushed to the yard calling out to her friend with goat bleats. William, hearing us, peeked around the corner of the house to meet us. We returned to the heated garage as a unit. The chickens followed us in. I gave the entourage some corn for a treat. Having William in my life has turned into a practice of releasing control of outcomes and accepting others for who they are. Crow Moon Healing Bed and Breakfast is all about "Accepting Others." **************************************************************************** Upcoming Events at Crow Moon Healing Bed and Breakfast 1) "Connecting with Divine Spirit through Shamanism" A two-day basic shamanism workshop led by Debra Morrill January 5th and 6th 2019 Saturday, January 5th from 9am-9pm Sunday, January 6th from 9am- 4pm From the beginning of time, indigenous cultures on every continent shared a shamanic spiritual view. Our forebears lived close to the earth, deeply in tune with her cycles and seasons, the elements and nature. In this connection, they found their spirituality. They believed that every living being had a spirit- not just people, but also animals, trees, stones, and plants. They commonly traveled into the spirit realm to communicate and interact with power animals, spirit guides and nature spirits. Through exploring the basics of shamanism, we can rekindle our connection to the divine and develop our ability to communicate directly with Spirit to receive guidance on our spiritual path. In this two-day experiential workshop, you will:
Debra Morrill, B.A., has a shamanic healing practice in Prairie du Sac, Wi. She specializes in compassionate repossession, ancestral healing and curse unraveling. She leads a six-month ancestral healing circle and a two-year shamanic training program. Visit her website at debramorrill.com for more information about shamanism, spirituality and personal healing. Cost for the two-day basic shamanism workshop: $330 with early registration by December 28th OR- $375 after December 28. Meals included in the workshop fee: snacks, lunch on Saturday, breakfast on Sunday and lunch on Sunday. Healthy and delicious food is served, with gluten-free options. Dinner on Saturday evening is potluck style before the evening fire ceremony and celebration. Basic lodging is available at Crow Moon Healing for no extra charge. There are a variety of beds, air mattresses and sofas available. Or bring a tent and camp. Registration or more information: Contact Debra Morrill at 608-279-4319 or email debramorrill@charter.net. 2) NEXT 2.5 YEAR SHAMANIC MEDICINE WHEEL/TRAINING PROGRAM BEGINS FEBRUARY 2019 The Shamanic Path: a 2.5-year shamanic medicine wheel and training program based on core shamanic healing techniques led by Debra Morrill Begins February 1-3, 2019, and meets one weekend every three months Begins Friday evening at 7 pm and runs through Sunday afternoon at 4 pm Crow Moon Healing • a spiritual B&B located in rural Sauk City, WI "The Shamanic Path" is a 2.5-year medicine wheel program combining personal healing work and training in core shamanic healing techniques. It brings about lasting growth and personal transformation. It is designed for: * those who want to use shamanic techniques for their personal healing journey -OR- * those who are drawn to shamanism to deepen their connection with Spirit -OR- * those who wish to begin a shamanic healing practice (formal or informal) or to fold shamanic healing techniques into an existing alternative health practice (such as massage or reiki) Walking the medicine wheel is a way of shedding old patterns and beliefs that no longer serve us. When the unhealed wounds of the past are brought out into the light for healing, deep transformation results. In doing this work, we embody more of our True Self. Shamans are often referred to as "wounded healers." In combining a training program along with personal healing work, we make medicine out of our past. Healing ourselves restores harmony to our being, allows us to practice the work with integrity and compassion, and prepares us for being of service to others. "The Shamanic Path" training program meets 10 weekends over 2.5 years - one weekend every three months. It begins February 1-3, 2019, and takes place at Crow Moon Healing Bed & Breakfast in rural Sauk City, WI. The base price of each weekend is $440 (which includes lodging and breakfast). Each weekend begins Friday evening with opening circle at 7 pm and runs through Sunday afternoon with closing circle at 4 pm. This training program is appropriate for intermediate experience levels. Some pre-requisites are required, such as the ability to receive information during shamanic journeys and prior attendance at a two-day basic shamanism workshop. There is a practicum option available for participants who wish to go into shamanic practice working directly with clients. For more information about "The Shamanic Path" medicine wheel/training program beginning in February 2019, please request a brochure by replying to this email with your physical mailing address. The registration process includes filling out an application and having a 30-minute phone interview. If you are interested in participating in the “The Shamanic Path” 2.5-year program, please let me know of your interest. To register or for more information, please contact Debra Morrill at 608-279-4319 or debramorrill@charter.net. When I’m out of balance, I feel scattered in my thoughts, actions and energy. I’m tired, but I can’t sleep decent, I worry about things instead of being open and curious, and I tend to lack confidence in myself and others. Being out of balance happens for me when I over commit my time and energy. Sometimes, a difficult event can knock me off my balancing practice, like a loss of a loved one or a life change. Other times, I actually think that I’m doing OK with the opportunities life is sending me, but slowly, I can feel my energy draining. I start feeling out-of-sorts. I become impatient and irritable. If I ignore those symptoms and neglect to take time to “Balance” myself, a low-grade depression can set in. Although, it’s not always convenient, when I feel “out of balance”, I have a need to slow things down, clear the calendar a bit and do the things that fill me up. Everyone has their own unique way of bringing themselves back into balance, for me, it’s spending time with my furry friends. Whether I’m cleaning pens, giving William a good scratching, walking the posse in the woods and fields or lounging around, being with my animals brings me back into " A Balanced" state. Discovering activities that bring a sense of peace and well-being in our lives helps us with our "Balancing Act”. **************************************************************************** Upcoming Events at Crow Moon Healing Bed and Breakfast 1) "Connecting with Divine Spirit through Shamanism" A two-day basic shamanism workshop led by Debra Morrill November 17-18 2018 Saturday, November 17 from 9am-9pm Sunday, November 18 from 9am-4pm From the beginning of time, indigenous cultures on every continent shared a shamanic spiritual view. Our forebears lived close to the earth, deeply in tune with her cycles and seasons, the elements and nature. In this connection, they found their spirituality. They believed that every living being had a spirit- not just people, but also animals, trees, stones, and plants. They commonly traveled into the spirit realm to communicate and interact with power animals, spirit guides and nature spirits. Through exploring the basics of shamanism, we can rekindle our connection to the divine and develop our ability to communicate directly with Spirit to receive guidance on our spiritual path. In this two-day experiential workshop, you will:
Debra Morrill, B.A., has a shamanic healing practice in Prairie du Sac, Wi. She specializes in compassionate repossession, ancestral healing and curse unraveling. She leads a six-month ancestral healing circle and a two-year shamanic training program. Visit her website at debramorrill.com for more information about shamanism, spirituality and personal healing. Cost for the two-day basic shamanism workshop: $330 with early registration by November 8- OR- $375 after November 8. Meals included in the workshop fee: snacks, lunch on Saturday, breakfast on Sunday and lunch on Sunday. Healthy and delicious food is served, with gluten-free options. Dinner on Saturday evening is potluck style before the evening fire ceremony and celebration. Basic lodging is available at Crow Moon Healing for no extra charge. There are a variety of beds, air mattresses and sofas available. Or bring a tent and camp. Registration or more information: Contact Debra Morrill at 608-279-4319 or email debramorrill@charter.net. 2) NEXT 2.5 YEAR SHAMANIC MEDICINE WHEEL/TRAINING PROGRAM BEGINS FEBRUARY 2019 The Shamanic Path: a 2.5-year shamanic medicine wheel and training program based on core shamanic healing techniques led by Debra Morrill Begins February 1-3, 2019, and meets one weekend every three months Begins Friday evening at 7 pm and runs through Sunday afternoon at 4 pm Crow Moon Healing • a spiritual B&B located in rural Sauk City, WI "The Shamanic Path" is a 2.5-year medicine wheel program combining personal healing work and training in core shamanic healing techniques. It brings about lasting growth and personal transformation. It is designed for: * those who want to use shamanic techniques for their personal healing journey -OR- * those who are drawn to shamanism to deepen their connection with Spirit -OR- * those who wish to begin a shamanic healing practice (formal or informal) or to fold shamanic healing techniques into an existing alternative health practice (such as massage or reiki) Walking the medicine wheel is a way of shedding old patterns and beliefs that no longer serve us. When the unhealed wounds of the past are brought out into the light for healing, deep transformation results. In doing this work, we embody more of our True Self. Shamans are often referred to as "wounded healers." In combining a training program along with personal healing work, we make medicine out of our past. Healing ourselves restores harmony to our being, allows us to practice the work with integrity and compassion, and prepares us for being of service to others. "The Shamanic Path" training program meets 10 weekends over 2.5 years - one weekend every three months. It begins February 1-3, 2019, and takes place at Crow Moon Healing Bed & Breakfast in rural Sauk City, WI. The base price of each weekend is $440 (which includes lodging and breakfast). Each weekend begins Friday evening with opening circle at 7 pm and runs through Sunday afternoon with closing circle at 4 pm. This training program is appropriate for intermediate experience levels. Some pre-requisites are required, such as the ability to receive information during shamanic journeys and prior attendance at a two-day basic shamanism workshop. There is a practicum option available for participants who wish to go into shamanic practice working directly with clients. For more information about "The Shamanic Path" medicine wheel/training program beginning in February 2019, please request a brochure by replying to this email with your physical mailing address. The registration process includes filling out an application and having a 30-minute phone interview. If you are interested in participating in the “The Shamanic Path” 2.5-year program, please let me know of your interest. To register or for more information, please contact Debra Morrill at 608-279-4319 or debramorrill@charter.net.  Adelyn recently stayed at Crow Moon Healing with her parents. She was more than disappointed to discover that I don't share my internet service with guests.
She wasn't interested in staying up by the fire and enjoying the stars, she wanted to be on her phone. "People come here to unplug," I offered to the sad girl. The next morning Adelyn was up bright and early, bored already before the day began. Finally, she asked, "What does unplug mean?" "It means to take a break from internet, telephone and TV," I explained. She sat in a chair across from me and sighed. I suggested we go see what the animals were up to and she was bored enough that she decided to come along. The pig, goat and chickens were all in the yard foraging. I showed my friend where the treats were and she used the treats to become acquainted with the crew. William, whose normally a bit shy with kids, became smitten with the girl, even allowing her to put an arm around him in a gentle hug. Adelyn's energy shifted as she began talking and connecting with the animals gathered around her. "William you're my friend," she crooned to the portly porker. My heart expanded as I witnessed this magical moment of a young girl unplugging and being in the moment. I invite you to come and "unplug" with us at Crow Moon Healing! Up Coming Events at Crow Moon Healing Bed and Breakfast 1) "Connecting with Divine Spirit through Shamanism" A two-day basic shamanism workshop led by Debra Morrill November 17-18 2018 Saturday, November 17 from 9am-9pm Sunday, November 18 from 9am-4pm From the beginning of time, indigenous cultures on every continent shared a shamanic spiritual view. Our forebears lived close to the earth, deeply in tune with her cycles and seasons, the elements and nature. In this connection, they found their spirituality. They believed that every living being had a spirit- not just people, but also animals, trees, stones, and plants. They commonly traveled into the spirit realm to communicate and interact with power animals, spirit guides and nature spirits. Through exploring the basics of shamanism, we can rekindle our connection to the divine and develop our ability to communicate directly with Spirit to receive guidance on our spiritual path. In this two-day experiential workshop, you will:
Debra Morrill, B.A., has a shamanic healing practice in Prairie du Sac, Wi. She specializes in compassionate repossession, ancestral healing and curse unraveling. She leads a six-month ancestral healing circle and a two-year shamanic training program. Visit her website at debramorrill.com for more information about shamanism, spirituality and personal healing. Cost for the two-day basic shamanism workshop: $330 with early registration by November 8- OR- $375 after November 8. Meals included in the workshop fee: snacks, lunch on Saturday, breakfast on Sunday and lunch on Sunday. Healthy and delicious food is served, with gluten-free options. Dinner on Saturday evening is potluck style before the evening fire ceremony and celebration. Basic lodging is available at Crow Moon Healing for no extra charge. There are a variety of beds, air mattresses and sofas available. Or bring a tent and camp. Registration or more information: Contact Debra Morrill at 608-279-4319 or email debramorrill@charter.net. 2) NEXT 2.5 YEAR SHAMANIC MEDICINE WHEEL/TRAINING PROGRAM BEGINS FEBRUARY 2019 The Shamanic Path: a 2.5-year shamanic medicine wheel and training program based on core shamanic healing techniques led by Debra Morrill Begins February 1-3, 2019, and meets one weekend every three months Begins Friday evening at 7 pm and runs through Sunday afternoon at 4 pm Crow Moon Healing • a spiritual B&B located in rural Sauk City, WI "The Shamanic Path" is a 2.5-year medicine wheel program combining personal healing work and training in core shamanic healing techniques. It brings about lasting growth and personal transformation. It is designed for: * those who want to use shamanic techniques for their personal healing journey -OR- * those who are drawn to shamanism to deepen their connection with Spirit -OR- * those who wish to begin a shamanic healing practice (formal or informal) or to fold shamanic healing techniques into an existing alternative health practice (such as massage or reiki) Walking the medicine wheel is a way of shedding old patterns and beliefs that no longer serve us. When the unhealed wounds of the past are brought out into the light for healing, deep transformation results. In doing this work, we embody more of our True Self. Shamans are often referred to as "wounded healers." In combining a training program along with personal healing work, we make medicine out of our past. Healing ourselves restores harmony to our being, allows us to practice the work with integrity and compassion, and prepares us for being of service to others. "The Shamanic Path" training program meets 10 weekends over 2.5 years - one weekend every three months. It begins February 1-3, 2019, and takes place at Crow Moon Healing Bed & Breakfast in rural Sauk City, WI. The base price of each weekend is $440 (which includes lodging and breakfast). Each weekend begins Friday evening with opening circle at 7 pm and runs through Sunday afternoon with closing circle at 4 pm. This training program is appropriate for intermediate experience levels. Some pre-requisites are required, such as the ability to receive information during shamanic journeys and prior attendance at a two-day basic shamanism workshop. There is a practicum option available for participants who wish to go into shamanic practice working directly with clients. For more information about "The Shamanic Path" medicine wheel/training program beginning in February 2019, please request a brochure by replying to this email with your physical mailing address. The registration process includes filling out an application and having a 30-minute phone interview. If you are interested in participating in the “The Shamanic Path” 2.5-year program, please let me know of your interest. To register or for more information, please contact Debra Morrill at 608-279-4319 or debramorrill@charter.net.  "All Will Be Well"
The weekend is over, the guests have gone, the house is in order, the garbage is taken out, the laundry and dishes are done, the animals are fed, their pens clean and the wind blows the chime that sounds like church bells representing my mother, Lyla. I take a moment to just “Be” with the reality of losing my mother. To master embracing change whether unexpected or anticipated takes trust in a power that is beyond my human understanding. I’ve had many opportunities to open my heart and practice trusting in the divine but I have not always fully embraced the opportunity. Here is yet another opportunity. I stop the attempts of distracting myself from my feelings through binge watching all the episodes of the Tudors. I do my best to stop the movement of my body and mind. I sit, close my eyes, focus my attention within and hold myself energetically in a space of love, I allow the tears to come, the sadness arises and I breath. In this moment, I hear mother’s chime outside the patio door, it’s accompanied by Walter’s. I’m thankful for the wind today, for my mother’s voice is calling through the chime, “This too shall pass” I open the patio door, even though it’s humid, and rainy. I allow the flies to come buzzing in so I can hear my mother’s song. The resonance is beautiful! Walter’s chime harmonizes with mom’s and the tears flow. It sounds like hope. It sounds like mom’s promise “There’ll be better days ahead Karen”. This is where I open to trust. I trust and put in the divine’s hand the “days ahead”. I trust that there will be “better days ahead”. There will be joy again. The ebb and flow of life is filled with loss and joy. You can’t have one without knowing the other. A well-lived life is full of these moments. The chickens begin clucking, the pig is grunting the goat bleating. I go out to investigate. No emergency just conversations flowing amongst the crew. I coo to the chickens, pet the goat and gently hug the piggy. But it’s just not the same without Walter’s presence. More tears. I come back in the house attempting to journal in hopes of easing my pain. I get uncomfortable. I move. I grab something to eat. I do a small chore like putting the kitchen waste basket in the shower filling it with bleach water to remove the odor I think I smell. I retreat from grieving. I can only dip my toe in the water of pain today. I will test the emotional waters again, perhaps tomorrow as I’ll have watched all four seasons of the Tudors by then. I have no doubt that my body will wrap this grief up and store it. I’ll have no choice but to take it out again or suffer the consequences of the emotional pain morphing into physical pain if I neglect it too long. This is the deep inner work of the soul my teacher Debra Morrill talks about in class. I will come back to it. I will acknowledge and embrace the change. The chime’s deep, beautiful tones softly ring out my mother’s loving and supporting words, “All will be well.” I had a vision of having a chicken or two. A synchronistic phone call lead me to a gal who rescues roosters. Although, I sat with getting a rooster, the M&M sisters, Mildred, Myrtle, and Marriane were in need of a home too and they matched the vision I had. I thought the hard part would be getting their home ready. Fred, carpenter by trade, used his skills to create the girls nesting boxes, then a ladder and finished it off with a predator proof door. I had this idea that William and Molly's pen would be a bunk room, with the chickens above and the pig and goat below. I had no idea that a change like this would be hard on them.
Attaching the chicken houses to William's pen created a loud noise and adding the door changed the look of his area. It was just too much for the sensitive porker. He couldn't get himself motivated to be curious and check out the space, not even with corn as an incentive. He slept outside on the porch for two nights. He came back to his pen on the third night but when we got the M&M sister's, with their squawking and different smells, William was traumatized! I hadn't really thought about William's possible struggle with transitioning to new roommates. Farms have chickens, pigs, goats, horses, and cows intermingling all the time. Did they have trouble adjusting to change? William was acting like he got kicked out of his home, fussing and whining at bedtime like an exhausted child but not feeling comfortable to go in his bed, he wandered around in the shadowed evening, looking for a safe place to lay. Oh! My poor piggy! I coaxed him on a dog bed in the garage petting and crooning to him til he drifted to sleep. Then I had to deal with Molly, who displays her transition troubles differently. Molly was energetic, skipping and prancing from the gas tank to the rock wall like a Mexican jumping bean. She had been all to helpful setting up the area for the chickens as Fred's irritating assistant, grabbing screws out of his nail pouch with her nimble lips. She'd investigated everything in the pen with her mouth and hooves. She had walked in and out of the pen for days before the new arrivals came. And when the three chickens came, unlike William who withdrew, she walked right in their segregated section and introduced herself, ignoring appropriate personal space boundaries and getting the girls catawallering. I didn't think the change was going to bother Molly, but it did. William and Molly sleep together or at least near each other and the fact that William had been fussing and unable to relax made Molly uneasy. It didn't help that I got William to sleep in the garage, their normal routine was to sleep together in their house and William wasn't going in their pen and she wasn't going in their at night alone! Although Molly had reacted with more curiosity than William's cautious reserve, she was upset at the change too! I thought Molly would eventually settle down next to William in the garage but I could still hear her bell tinkling at 3am. She was on high alert! I shuffled out to Molly, grabbed her by her collar and pretty much forced her in the pen. She went into the house and rammed the sides with her tennis ball covered horns and stamped her hooves in the wood chip bedding. This was a dramatic outbursts not too unlike a two year old tantrum. Here we are, four days later and we still have bedtime issues. William's still sleeping outside and Molly has to be escorted and locked in the pen so she settles for sleep otherwise she acts like a guard dog parading around the front of the house, knocking on our windows and jingling like gypsy girl. The chickens themselves are great! They love it here! They strut around like a cliche around the yard, talking amongst themselves. They are neither aggressive nor afraid of the crew, much to Greg's disappointment as he's been attempting to stalk them. The girls even went for a walk with us in the woods today! The days are great, it's the bedtime routine that's messed up! As I navigate this transition I remember what my mother use to say, "This too shall pass." I find myself repeating her phrase to William as I stroke his belly before bed. All will be well, eventually. Peace! Karen Up Coming Events at Crow Moon Healing Bed and Breakfast "Connecting with Divine Spirit through Shamanism" A two-day basic shamanism workshop led by Debra Morrill August 18-19, 2018 Saturday, August 18 from 9am-9pm Sunday, August 19 from 9am-4pm From the beginning of time, indigenous cultures on every continent shared a shamanic spiritual view. Our forebears lived close to the earth, deeply in tune with her cycles and seasons, the elements and nature. In this connection, they found their spirituality. They believed that every living being had a spirit- not just people, but also animals, trees, stones, and plants. They commonly traveled into the spirit realm to communicate and interact with power animals, spirit guides and nature spirits. Through exploring the basics of shamanism, we can rekindle our connection to the divine and develop our ability to communicate directly with Spirit to receive guidance on our spiritual path. In this two-day experiential workshop, you will:
Debra Morrill, B.A., has a shamanic healing practice in Prairie du Sac, Wi. She specializes in compassionate repossession, ancestral healing and curse unraveling. She leads a six-month ancestral healing circle and a two-year shamanic training program. Visit her website at debramorrill.com for more information about shamanism, spirituality and personal healing. Cost for the two-day basic shamanism workshop: $330 with early registration by August 9- OR- $375 after August 9. Meals included in the workshop fee: snacks, lunch on Saturday, breakfast on Sunday and lunch on Sunday. Healthy and delicious food is served, with gluten-free options. Dinner on Saturday evening is potluck style before the evening fire ceremony and celebration. Basic lodging is available at Crow Moon Healing for no extra charge. There are a variety of beds, air mattresses and sofas available. Or bring a tent and camp. Registration or more information: Contact Debra Morrill at 608-279-4319 or email debramorrill@charter.net.  July 2018 Newsletter
“Holding Space” One of the most important things I’ve learned on my spiritual journey is how to “Hold Space”. Many years ago my son asked me this question, “When someone is talking to you, do you listen to what they are saying? Or is your mind busy thinking of how you’re going to respond?” I had to sit with that question for a bit because I thought that my college kid was handing me a trick question. My ego was feeling threatened. I had been an engaged parent. I had helped my kids, especially my son, through some rough patches. I was always problem solving with and for them, so yeah when they would share their pain story, my brain was going to judgement of the situation and solutions. “I don’t know?” I confessed. “I think I do both, maybe?” “Mom, when your fully present with someone your mind is with the person, in that moment, hearing their story, not judging, not trying to contemplate your response, not trying to fix, just being in that moment and allowing,” Bryan responded. “Oh, I guess I don’t,” I replied sheepishly. At this point in my son’s life, he was on his healing journey from an illness that had threatened to take his life, so even though his question made me feel small I knew Bryan wasn’t trying to hurt me. He was sharing a pearl of wisdom he had gained from his experience. Bryan had many insights he’d share with me and it made me hungry to be in the world differently. It took several years for me to digest, study, process, and put into practice what my son expressed. I call this type of deep presence with another human being, “Holding Space” and it can be the most beautiful gift you can give. To “Hold Space” for another person doesn’t require words, solutions or similar shared experience. It only requires that you be present. FULLY present with your mind and heart open. "Holding Space" is part of the experience at Crow Moon Healing Bed and Breakfast. Up Coming Events at Crow Moon Healing Bed and Breakfast "Connecting with Divine Spirit through Shamanism" A two-day basic shamanism workshop led by Debra Morrill August 18-19, 2018 Saturday, August 18 from 9am-9pm Sunday, August 19 from 9am-4pm From the beginning of time, indigenous cultures on every continent shared a shamanic spiritual view. Our forebears lived close to the earth, deeply in tune with her cycles and seasons, the elements and nature. In this connection, they found their spirituality. They believed that every living being had a spirit- not just people, but also animals, trees, stones, and plants. They commonly traveled into the spirit realm to communicate and interact with power animals, spirit guides and nature spirits. Through exploring the basics of shamanism, we can rekindle our connection to the divine and develop our ability to communicate directly with Spirit to receive guidance on our spiritual path. In this two-day experiential workshop, you will:
Debra Morrill, B.A., has a shamanic healing practice in Prairie du Sac, Wi. She specializes in compassionate repossession, ancestral healing and curse unraveling. She leads a six-month ancestral healing circle and a two-year shamanic training program. Visit her website at debramorrill.com for more information about shamanism, spirituality and personal healing. Cost for the two-day basic shamanism workshop: $330 with early registration by August 9- OR- $375 after August 9. Meals included in the workshop fee: snacks, lunch on Saturday, breakfast on Sunday and lunch on Sunday. Healthy and delicious food is served, with gluten-free options. Dinner on Saturday evening is potluck style before the evening fire ceremony and celebration. Basic lodging is available at Crow Moon Healing for no extra charge. There are a variety of beds, air mattresses and sofas available. Or bring a tent and camp. Registration or more information: Contact Debra Morrill at 608-279-4319 or email debramorrill@charter.net. |
AuthorKaren Mcintosh - Crow Moon Healing Owner & Operator, Shamanic Healer, Reiki Master.
Archives
January 2019
Categories |
RSS Feed
